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feigning this i keep trying to satisfy you
i miss each time
losing sleep i count out how many times i've failed you
wanting your acceptance to fade
i dream in mirrors
and i see myself even in your mistakes
selfish and you're blind to it
me hurting myself in front of your face
i miss innocence and its naivety
fuck pain and deliverance
hold my head high and count to ten as i fall
1...2...3...i'm drifting away and you don't even see me