so i've come to notice now that everyone who looked down on me for smoking weed in middle school and high school now smokes weed themselves. this observation makes me laugh. people don't know anything i swear. or maybe they're just late bloomers. whatever.
restraining myself is not something i am used to. it's not something i have ever really wanted to do, either. i hate how life has consequences. i want to be free, to do what i want, any ol' time. ;)
my back is not getting any better at all... it hurts, all the time, everyday. i really do feel like an old woman. but now i know how they feel, and it sucks.
i'll be back for more. i can't think right now.